Tried to be a stay home mom with a good money, it is not as simple as what my group I joined told me. It was always I make good money only on the first month, but then drop. Disappeared. I joined many Multi Level I trust and really like it. But still, I felt like have not enough energy to run it. First I joined label name product, but it was only a few months; until all my kids friend has it, than finished. Then I tried to sell apparel, it was only worked because my up line & my sis help me. Now I tried to focus on cosmetic. Again, worked only one month. Looks like will has no future. Maybe this is really not my destiny. sigh... :-(

It has been along time ago, i tried to find Italian food recipe, especially pizza and spaghetti. But do not know where to ask. Just realized then, I have Google! Just type "Pizza recipe", and voila.. more than 600.000 site showed how to make pizza. Thanks Google. :-) No need to worry about my book recipe now. Just type any kind of recipe i need on Google, and bookmark it. Whenever I need, just open it. That simple, and saving paper. Great.

"Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread... "(Matthew 6:9-11) Daily bread means bread that enough for one day. Not for two or three days. Enough is enough. Few months ago, when Eric received his first commission, Eric gave me $100. He said it is because I helped him a lot. Thanks. Last Christmas Eric gave me another $100 for Christmas present. Great. Thanks. My husband and I planned that money is for renovated our home. Last week, when my husband goes to ATM to take some money, his money is finished! Someone stole our money from ATM. The amount (IDR 1.700.000,-) is about the same with money Eric gave to us. Well, enough is enough, it was said...

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road... Girl: Slow down. Im scared. Guy: No this is fun. Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. *Girl hugs him* Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me... (In the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke down, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1 last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. Would you do this for someone?? (love_oz2007@yahoo.com)

1. Have my own laptop. Make money from it, so I can travel without worrying about money.

2. Have my own library. I have a sweet memory with the library in my small town where i passed my time reading many book that build my personality. While now my kids have no such place like that. My library is open free for everybody, complete with free computer and free connection.

3. Have my own piece of land. I saw around me how “bule” –foreigner people- keep bought Bali’s land, while local people cannot afford to buy it. I will buy every piece of land, and planted it with many kind of tree, where kids can play around.